MICH; WHOS THAT GIRL

okok.. some pics from the bbq... not all.. cos they onli send me bit by bit.. haha.. there'll b more comin up.. here is also some pic we took today... haha.. funny ones..

11:06 PM

wad was that all about!! my godd!! haha

11:06 PM

my smile is sooo fake!! haha...

11:05 PM

pimply gerz.. opps! i mean pretty gerz!!!

11:03 PM

sabbie baby...!!

11:02 PM

i love u baby...!! muackz

11:00 PM

say cheezzzee!!

9:26 PM

freaky day!! dumb walk early in the mornin!! pissed by seein some spastic ppl standin outside the toilet after the walk!! fuck!! spoil my beautiful day!! U ARE SUCH A PATHETIC LOSER-CUM-LONER!! but! u still have some ppl to flirt around with... *poor thing*.. fugly old bitch with flat boobs.. be desperate and go for an implant la!! or spend more on your "push-up" bras!! haha.. sucker! no butt thats why gotta wear heels and fluffy mini skirts to enhance your pathetic no ass butt!! fall off the building and let your fake body rot lik shit!!.. its not even up to quality to be fertilisers for the soil!!... BITCH would be a too nice word for a fucker lik u.. and i think even "fucker" will be too pleasant for u!! u are worst then a monstrous beast!! dun ever try to do anything funny... u will never get a peaceful and perfect graduation day!! freaker!! god damn u!!

MONDAY:
wa... went to school at nine... regretted cos realised tt my dearie was absent.. haha... haiz... mrs liew and teo was not around... jealous of eug cos he can view all the pics of the bbq!!! i cant!!! so anxious to see it!! haiz... gotta wait...

TODAY:
woohoo... feelin better.. kk.. back to human business.. haha.. ok.. dumb walk early in the morning.. but nvm, have my dearie next to me... love love u!! muuaackkkz!! haha... talk alot thru out the walk... was bullyin me too... haha... den finally saw dar dar sockie.. haha... den complain to her... haha... den saw the pic we took durin the bbq!! wa...!! so nice nice... haha... haha.. talkin and jokin with dong hao and sabbie in 4/6 classroom over the pictures!! haha..
we are really in a dumb school!! we dun even have a 1/2 day lesson, dun even have a 3/4 lesson, not even a 99/100 lesson!! ass!! all my primary school frenz are enjoyin themselves at the gatherin except for me!! *argh*
the concert sux!! so boring... the jugdes were lik sleepin when they are judgin?? my godd!!! cant take it... and i dun get.. wad has teacher's baby pics got to do with "excuse me, am i your student?"... erm...... haiz... *sigh* last year le, cant even enjoy a nice concert... but the cousins were great!! haha... the malay thingy was interestin... we were practically laughin our heads off when the sec three were dancin.. the group which have a mixture of guys and gerz... why were they dancin the tiu tiu dance?? haha...
went for lunch with d and s.. so long nv three of us together le.. haha... den went to ahop around.. try on many clothes... confused by the dumb op promotion.. haiz.. love the bottom i saw at espirit!! omg!! haiz.. but its lik soo ex.. haiz.. wan it so badly... den saw zhen and her pri sch frenz.. haha..
went studyin with sockie at mac just now.. was doing work for bout an hour and bitchin and gossipin.. *girls*... haha...
kk... tomor is holiday.. can sleep for soo soo soo long.. haha... going to pasir ris to make the damn ez link card... haiz... kk.. should be all.. love my postin today... vent out stuff thats in my heart... haha... goddamn u!!!

nip doesnt look good today.. was totally listless... haiz... think cos dearie nv come see her today.. haha... kk.. muackz.. love him so so so so much.. wo ai ni!!! mmmuuaacckzzz!!! hugggg tite tite!!!

Sunday, August 29, 2004

10:24 AM

haha... done with the list.... now is another thing..
thank u all of u for the wonderful bday presentsssss !!!! i really love all of them!! so so so much!!
i think i'm goin to put on loads of weight with all the sweets snacks in jo's present.. haha.. and i love the roxy bikini sock baby and all gave me... it is not cheap yeah.. hee..love the new little frenz my dearie gave me.. muackz love 'em all... they shall be there to substitute u when u're not around.. hee.. love those cosmetic kesh baby and all gave.. love all the accessories all all u gerz gave.. and many many.. the pants, the skirts, the clothes.. and all the teddysss, soft huggie toys.. thank u thank u..

and my date last nite...was.... cool!great! fun! lovin!.. thank u thank u thank u....... muuacckzz!! love love u.... muuaackzz!!! we went for movie.. shop around... i love u... really.. finally watchin a nc-16 show legally.. haha... used to sneak in.. hahaha.. but now!! i'm 16!!!! haha.. watched open water.. very draggy... dearie was fallin asleep... but in the whole, it is a very meaningful and lovin show... sad and excitin at times.. hee... but with cal around, i feel wadever will also be nice...

thank u for everything.. i love u... although we are always havin ups and down.. but i know we can get thru it... muuackzz!!...

Saturday, August 28, 2004

12:28 PM

hey hey.... its moi bday!!!!!! so i shall thick-skinly sing myself a happy bday song... here goes:
happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday to MICHELLE........ *drum roll* happy birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!
haha... *dumb dumb*... haha... so pathetic... but nvm, last nite was soo sooo sooooo much fun... so today i'm going to have a "THANK U LIST".... here it goes...

=-THANK U LIST-=
first of all, i wanna thanks my two babies... sockie and debbie.... for supportin me so so so much... MDS rawkss!! i also wanna thank zhen baby for helpin me up with the bbq thingy.. thank u fred and zi hao for helpin me with those heavy heavy heavy food and stuff and drinks and taxi fare that zi hao had sponsored.. thank u haikal, eugene, ryan, nick and lenn for the idea of bbq and the pit, bookin of venue, player and charcoal and ice and stuff... thank u dong hao for helpin to start the fire.. (got photo as evidence) and being with cal durin some "drama" stuff.. and nazmi for showin face to come even for a little while.. jing jie and edwin for showin up and helpin to bbq... thank u sabrina baby for comin and all the happy encouragement.. thank u eileen and sara, i love u gerz!! thank u kesh, weiling, jialing and joanne for accompanyin me when all the rest are gone for bumper car ride.. haha... and thank u shaun for comin... and goose!!(seng guan)even for a while means alot, thanks for rushin ur way there.. thank u ai zhen and jie min for comin and for running up and down for me and cal.. sorry too... and thank u yvonne, edmund, wan leng and khee xiang for comin and hug me... haha.. thank u hui er, felicia, yi long, jun long, jacob, benson, siu hong, daryl, yong chee, and all those from "brotherhood", haha.. thank u for comin and for all the accompany and definitely thank u and sorry to zeyi.. haa.. for walkin all the way from mac to the hawker centre and passin us without knowin.. thank u dextan and kai xiang for showin up.. and ren you for "seeing me small" den come rite??.. haha... thank u jacqo!!! for turning up.. hee... now happy happy le hor?... and thanks jia xuan, dominic, wei lik for comin and entertainin themselves at one corner... haa... and thank u dun jiu, yi sheng, syl, fen fui, jeremy, francis for turning up... and helpin with the food, and shakin my hands with ur oily greasy hands.. and francis relax with ur bro... haha.. thank u adam for comin!!.. wearin so smartly.. so give face... and thank u angela and pearlyn babies for comin and facin the sea to know the direction... and thank pearlyn for the cookies... something different from all those bbq food... thank u to my jassy grand who didnt turn up bt came with a present.. thank u!! haha.. hey hey.. normally the startin and the finale of a show is the most most important... so the best is at the end.. i wanna say a big big big big big huge gigantic thank u to my baby dearie calvin.. really thank u for the cake and for being there with me.. and sorry for all the "drama" stuff.. and i love u!! mmmuuuaackkkzzz!! a big fat juicy (with lotsa saliva) kiss for u... hahaha... eewww~..
for those who are unable to attend its ok... haha.. i know u guys got something on.. thank u anyway.. hee... and if i were to miss out anyone in the thank u list, tell me... i dun mean to.. but mayb for some people i could have purposefully miss out u!! ha... just too many to name.. and i think i'm havin a goldfish memory...
thank u guys.. its really a nice nice thing to celebrate my sweet 16 with all of u... muuuaccckkz!! love u all...

i'm sorry.. its sad to see wads going on at tat moment.. and i really dun wan it to turm out tt way... perhaps... i dunno.......

Friday, August 27, 2004

2:00 PM

ha!! its the day... but still countin down... one more day... o didnt know that fen fui (wen hui)'s bro actually have the same b'day as me and zax!! hahaa...its so so special...
okok... tonite is the nite...hee...
actually rather excited.... but... dunno...
well, my main purpose for writin so early today is i wanna say something... i was totally very fed up on my previous post so i came up with the dumb message... i really dun mean wad i said.. well, er.. meant something too la... but i'm not referin to individual...!! haiz... i really dun wanna mess up anything... i jus wan to say something.. and *argh*... dunno la... jus dun understan la.. tonns of why why why in my mind...
anyway... i'm prayin real hard tat its not goin to rain.. haha...
ha! received my first bday present.. haha.. its from wei quan.. thank u... and received from fred, benson and siu hong.. haha.. they actually pasted their passport size photo on the card.. ahaha... really cute and funny... and that loh sockie... being so so so secretive bout the present.. omg.. so excited.. haha... really thank those who helped so much in this party thingy... hope everyone will enjoy themselves tonite.. and *squeezin eyes* *palms together* prayin real hard that it wont rain... and wish to have a peaceful evening... and "news-5-tonite" gotta be careful.... hahahaa.... cos think LKE bringin her along.. kk.... gotta go prepare... hee... they are comin soon... hee... chios.. happily signing off...

well... speechless... dunno la... we are happy and sad and going in a never-ending cycle...

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

11:29 PM

ahem.. three more days!!! wee!!.... so excited... haha... cant wait for the day to come to spend it with him... my dear... haha... mmuuacckzz!! hee...
and of cos cant wait to spend it with so many babies on friday nite... haha... o.. have to thank so many ppl.. hee... and thanks fred for wanting to help me with chalet stuff.. haha... thanks anyway.. hee... cant wait for the day to come.. hee...
but something is so so saddening.. this is a message to someone...

"this is so so disappointing... we have been close frenz for so long... thinkin that even if we were to have new group of associates.. but how could you actually be so ruthless to forget bout the previous bond with all of us??!! it is so freakin.. or should i use FUCKING angry and pissed of to see you lik tat!! i'm sorry for usin such a language.. but u make me used it... den i think we really trusted the WRONG person and had a WRONG fuckin "goodie" impression of you!!

haha... end of message.. hee... ha... even if u dunno i'm referin to u.. but its ok... have some fuckin feeling man... for god sake...*pissed* haha... ok la... enuff, if not deb's gonna scold me for swearin and cursing.. haha... its gonna be my happy day soon.. so i'm not gonna let some of these people to get in my happie exciting way.. haha...
lik wad cal said, ignore them.. got him can le ma.. haha.. and all the nicey nicey babies of cos!! muackkz love u all... thank u!!!
went to city link with sock and sabbie!! hee.. had loads of fun tryin all kinds of stuff!! hee.. and three of us were lik squeezin in one pathetic changin room.. haha.. and the sales girl was lik quite pissed.. hee... saw the mian bao chao ren bread in breadtalk shop.. haha!! sabbie's face!! haha... den went to tm to buy the earrings my cousin wanted.. haha.. so so so ex!! haha...
gonna celebrate it with ren fu!! hahaha...ZAX!!! same day... hee.. he's so adorable... hee...
ok la.. just wanna vent my little unhappiness here.. hee... gotta go!! chios... continue counting down for that very special day... hee.. and one last thing... jacq, stop hurting yourself!! love u!! hee.. muackz...

i really hope we could be lik these few days... happily spendin time wisely.. nicely.. and sweetly.. i love him.. mmuuuaackzz!!

Saturday, August 21, 2004

10:13 AM

hi there.. its me again.. i mean who else can it be?? its my blog... hahaha.. dumb me.. haha
hey.. fixed my braces le.. hahaa.. the process is not a bit pain.. cool huh???... michelle is sooo sooo sooo brave... muackz.. a kiss for myself.. er.. for encouragement can?? hahha... but the sad thing is, i'll be feedin on porridge for dunno how long.. haiz... on diet?? haha...
ok... was really sad and disappointed last nite... i wanna be understandin.. i'm serious.. i really wan...!! but he's not even one.. and make me really feel lik a dumb ass being the one-sided thingy.. i mean i know nothing baclove is about no complains even when u sacrifice something and got nothing back in return.. but... i dunno... its lik he expect me to be understandin den he himself should also be one rite???... he got to complete his project.. and i know its really urgent and its a must for mr tan group to finish by yesterday.. so i calmed myself down.. in my mind thinkin i cant be unreasonable.. i must be understandin.. becos i promised and sweared to do so... so i said.. if he can make it den it would be great but if cant den its ok.. den he lik.. i dunno la!! argh!!! fed up with everything and everyone around me!! ignored me throughout.. dun even gave a damn to me.. wtf!!!! its so so so damn fuckin hell la!! argh!! *irritated*
ok... i'm going to start anew today... out of yesterday bad situation.. i saved myself.. ahaha... how desperate rite??... tats me.. despo mic gettin stuck to some ppl!! freakin hell!!.. but i chose this path myself so i'll have no regrets!!... cos i really really do love him... okok.. enuff me... kk... dun think i'll be blogging tonite and tomor... cos going elsewhere... kk... always be cheerful everyone... stayin happy will be the best medicine to cure heartbreakin sickness.. haha.. wad am i tokin about!!??? wadever.. kk.. chios.. i'm just rubbishin.. ignore me.. lik the way he did to me!! i felt.. so being bang by him...

all i wan is to see a familiar face in an unfamiliar situation.. am i askin for too much??.... ignore??... den tt is wad i'll be doin for the next few days.... !

Friday, August 20, 2004

2:32 PM

hey hey... posted some stuff yesterday but it just cant stored in.. stupid com... haiz...
ok.. review of yesterday stuff:
heee.. PE was fun.. we played the homerun thingy.. and we were rearranged into a new group... haha.. finally havin the same group as sockie!! *applaud* *cheer*... haha... and.. TAT wesley tan!! he bang his head into my stomach!! OUCH!! dumb dumb... his head is soooo soooo sooo hard and stone and metallic!!! cant even stand properly the whole day!! argh!! *pissed*... cannot take it!!... den we were lik feedin all the mosquitoes with our fresh blood.... *tasty tasty*.. and the ground was so wet and slippery.. haha..almost makin evryone fall.. sara injured herself.. haizz... get better soon..
erm... had my o's oral examination finally... was slackin around while waiting.. singin.. chit chattin.. laughin and jokin around... and sleepin.. for i was the second last person.. *snore*.. think i did it quite well.. the word "shiok".. hahaha.. taught by lenn... i mean i know this word, but to use it here.. in the oral.. is not very appropriate... hahaa... can't be too confident.. later greater disappointment...
i was lik a pig yesterday.. i didn really ate anything durin recess.. onli drank milk.. hee... den when we were out release early at one for lunch, me and zhen ate prawn mee.. and two hotdog bread.. and drank a cup of milo.. haha.. and i'm still hungry!!... hahaha... and the dumb thing wad, the guys were all so gan chiong.. they took turns to go to the toilet to shit!! haha... dumb dumb..
haha.. so fast.. its the 20th of aug le.. ooo.. its qiu tin bday today!! happi birthday!! haahaha.. which means.. hahha.. counting down... eight more days... hee... *grin*....
today was rather sucky... tired.. and a little disappointment.. still thinkin bout the sms he sent me last nite... so hurtin.. haiz.. *sob*...
oh no!!! going for my braces appointment soon... pain pain pain... scared scared scared..
and my cough is not away yet... wonder how she fix the braces if my cough is still lik tt... is she goin to stop at every two second??.. haha.. how dumb am i...
sad.. cant eat nice food on my bday... *sob*...
kk... gotta go... chios!!! made something last nite with him.. see if i can post it or not.. i'll try...

i miss him.. msg him yesterday morning.. but he ignored all the msges... wth.. wadever la.. haiz... cos dh say he's on his way to sch when i ask.. den i msg him.. he ignored... which means he onli reply them but not me!!! argh...!! pissed!!

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

11:28 PM

wooo hooo.... b4 i start anything...
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to DEBBIE!!.. happy birthday tooooo uuu!!!.... mmmmuuuuuuuaaackzzzzz.... birthday kiss for u.. hee...
its debbie's bday today... haha... had fun makin fun of her... *she's the OLDEST ma*... hahaha... *meannnn*...
... ok... posted some stuff yesterday but its all gone... *argh*!! cos my damn computer is in freaking hell condition... felt so disgruntled..... *ass*... had to start all over again.. went to hui pheng's hse on sat.. spent the nite there.. had hellotas fun gossippin with the latest juicy news... *girls*
den.. had a really splendid dinner cooked by the nanny... wa... she reminds me of a "walkin-recipes".. haha... her cookin is sooooo mamamiya..... hahhaa.... o boy, i jus love her..
den played cards thru out the nite.. a little miniatured pyjamas party... had little finger food and snacks and chips all around... watched edison's movie... HE"S SOOOO CUTE!!... haha... den chat the whole nite... haha.. had an earful nite.. a positive one...
den the next day we had western pork chop for lunch... it was lik restaurant standard... SHE's GREAT!! she seems to b havin a recipe of alllllll kinds allll stored in her brain....
den went off at round 5 and reached bedok at bout 6 plus.. it was a longgg tiringgg and monotonous journey back... hmm... met up with him... to settle some misunderstandin.... very very very huge and bad bad bad one... haiz... hate it... y... y.. y...??? *sob*
but the rainbow is out!! haha... mmmuuaackzzz.. LOVVVEEE HIM SOOOO SOOO SOO MUCHy!!!! hee.. *grinnin from ear to ear*
din went sch yesterday... had a really BAD cough.. causin my lungss to tear apart.. wonderin if my lungs are bleedin or not.. haha... *ew.. how gross*...
o.. o.. o... !! its the seventh month... *creepy*... many more horrifyin movies are comin up... haha... i know i'm gonna suffer.. cos he just simply lovesss to watch em... and guess wad??...
he says that he's not afraid.. but when he see me so scared, he feel scared too... *i guess its jus an excuse to say he's scared*... hahaha... lolx...
hmm... orals coming... must finish my dnt project soon... actually, mr yusof is not that mean afterall... hahaha... kk... off to bed... tata... nitey nite nite..

i love him!!.... but i know things would never be the same again... so i've decided to try my best to accept the new u... with nooo complainss.... i hope i can... jus as long as u are with me...

Thursday, August 12, 2004

10:36 PM

o well... get back my results... er..should i b happy or sad.. i dunno... got a B3.. haiz... many ppl cried.. the question of retakin or not is going in my head every now and den... this is lik such an irritating issue to think of... my god... can someone wake me up??... *sigh*
ok.. PE lesson today was ok.. lenn and shu ting nv come.. haiz.. but zi hao and wesley joined in to make a total of eight person.. den we start off with playin against haik's team.. they won.. tats expected.. arafah was the first to hit.. and happily throw the bat and hit hard on my leg... *ouch* ooo not tt word again.. haha..and had a small blue black.. hee.. den it was my team's turn to hit and i accidentally injured haik's neck.. causin him to sprain his neck.. *oPPs* sorry.. get better soon.. den when we played with pei hua's team, wesley was the first to hit and he ended up at the first cone.. den it was zeyi's turn.. and he managed to hit it quite far and this allow him and wesley to complete homerun... BUT tt dumbo wesley stopped at the third cone and started playin with the cone... tryin to hit chun feng with the cone... HOW DUMB!! and the rest of us were lik shoutin on the top of our voices for his name.. (is he deaf or wad!!) but he is lik one... argh.. no words to describe.. lik one dumb ass playin with the cone.. it is sooo maddenin!! but the way zi hao laughed made me laugh till the both of us fall to the ground.. MY GOD... argh.. *eyes rolling*
den everything was the same.. nothing on after sch.. went home.. sleep thru out till bout 7.. went for dinner at eight.. just came back.. watchin the OC soon... hee... seth and ryan are sooooo cute.. but i would prefer seth.. muuaackzz.. love him ssooo much... HE"S SOOO CUTE... kk... tata.. chios...

i'm sorry baby... i was in a rather "pissed-off" mode today... sorry... forgive???... haiz... anyway.. love ya... miss ya.... sooooooooo sooooo soooo muchhhh....

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

6:13 PM

arent we hot???... wooo hoo...

6:13 PM

the babes.. and our QUEEN... haha...

6:12 PM

the hunks of 4/5.. erm.. i mean... gays... lolx..

6:12 PM

nazmi!! look here!! the camera... hahaha... and tt eug... haha..

6:11 PM

yoga??

6:10 PM

look!! our klass.. full of gays.. haik and eug.. wh and ph.. hahaha.. arafah is sooo coooolll..

5:56 PM

yummm... food... ys just cant take his eyes off it..

5:55 PM

ta da!! haha.. babes... hahaha...

5:23 PM

these are the pics we took on sunday... haha... finally got my hello thingy done... thanks kesh baby for the help.. and some pics mrs liew took on fri... durin the ndp celebration thingy... o my... we are just soooo united... 4/5 will never die... we rawkz guys... love u all!! hahaha...

but of cos... i love my dearyy da MOST... mmmuuuuackzzz...

5:17 PM

these are the pics we took on sunday... haha... finally got my hello thingy done... thanks kesh baby for the help.. and some pics mrs liew took on fri... durin the ndp celebration thingy... o my... we are just soooo united... 4/5 will never die... we rawkz guys... love u all!! hahaha...

but of cos... i love my dearyy da MOST... mmmuuuuackzzz... hee...

5:11 PM

are they the new F4??? hahaha...

5:10 PM

i spoil the pic.. hahaha...

5:10 PM

we are not suppose to smile.. but the both of us cant control...

5:08 PM

cool??? hahaha... my singapore idol !!

5:06 PM

dumb ys.. he guardin the gate for haikal.. haa

5:04 PM

dumb dumb eug! took a candid pic!!

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

1:28 PM

wooohooo.... o my.. i love u, dear!!... hee... muuaacckkkzz... a big fat kiss for u.. hee.. the fireworks was simply fantastic!!.. thank u...
he came around 4 and we went to met up with dex and her ger ger.. ha.. we are suppose to go towards bedok interchange direction and they both dumb dumb sat at the opposite bus stop..
hahaha... they are both soo shy shy... hahhaa... and meany us kept makin fun of them.. haha..
den we took bus 67.. wanted to lik drop at the mrt stop and so we could take a faster ride to reach kallang... but that dex was lik sort of wanted to spent more time sitting with his dar dar so we had to dumb dumb took a disgustin 67 which contained loads and loads of cockroaches.. eww...!! *puking*..
den we alighted and were suppose to meet the rest at tt time.. but none appeared.. so we went to the macdonald to wait and had some drinks... den we were lik dumb dumb waitin for the rest... had nothin to do.. we chit chat and di siao dex.. and his dar dar was lik kept laughing.. hahah... weirdy little couple... haha... they look sweet la..
was bout six plus, yvonne and her dear came to meet us.. den we chit chat and bullshit stuff.. and everyone's target was lik just to make fun of dex.. haha.. *poor thingy*..
den when finally dong they all were here, we quickly rushed to the stadium and met up with leng and her dear at the traffic lights there.. and just nice when we were somewhere outside the stadium, the fireworks start off...
it was loud, nice, beautiful, romantic, and all kinds of word to describe it... it was rite above us.. and he was lik sayin sweet stuff into my ears... hahaa... mmmm... i love him... sooo dearly...
and very automatically, when the fireworks thingy ends, everyone will make their way out of that place.. weird rite? haha.. den there was the second shots of the fireworks.. this time round was so much nicer... and we get a quick snap of it.. haha.. it gave an unexplainable feeling...
den we go on our separate ways with the rest.. den we took a cab off and dropped shu mei first and the both of us had some disagreement in the cab and dex had to make his own way to met up with the rest alone.. *sorry boy*...
everything was ok now.. and we are back.. together... inseparable.. haha.. hope so... kkk.. endin here... mmm...

i love him.. i miss him.. and i hope history would never mever ever repeat itself... pls.....

Monday, August 09, 2004

4:01 PM

wth.. this sux sux sux!!.. i hate him!! always makin me feel and look lik a dumb dumb... i was thinkin of watchin the fireworks with someone i love and tt will be soo sooooo soooo romantic! *gerz, support me??* but den out of kindness and felt tt i should at least do something to the relationship, i suggested by askin him to tell his frenz to come along perhaps a couple would be damn perfect.. dun u agree..
den when i confirmed with him yesterday, he said that there are many ppl going too.. my god!! make me lik a dumb dumb!!!
argh... k k.. shall end here... going off to do more dumb dumb stuff!!

11:28 AM

... hmm.. its monday, 9th of august!... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!... haha.. since when did i love this country so much...hahaha..
on sat, he accompanied me to the dentist.. i was really happy.. he waited for me outside.. but wen i came out.. i saw something which really pierced my heart.. but wad can i do?.. *sob* and i tried to act lik nothing happened.. den we went to see my newborn niece.. she is soooo adorable.. muuuaackzz.. love her so so so much.. her name is CHERYL.. a sweetie pie.. she kept smiling while she was asleep.. ha.. so irressitable to kiss her.... ha.. and i guessed he was havin those "carry baby forbia"... hahha... wads tt anyway..
lets tok bout last nite stuff.. erm.. initially wanted to go see the fireworks at the esplanade.. haizz... den tt dumb dumb sockie last minute cant make it.. she say her parents bringin her instead.. -_-" den haikal suddenly hold a bbq session at his house.. didnt wanna go in the first place den realise zhen was going so i agreed..
i was at chua chu kang.. and had to piang a cab down to meet them.. met up with syl, wen hui, fran and ys.. den set off to haik's place... he house was huge... hahaha.. full of mirrorss.. hhahaha just nice for me to admire myself.. *vainny me*... but at there, all i could do was drink and drink and drink.. I CANT EAT!!.. the separators between my teeth are hurting me... *ouch* it hurts... tat dumb dumb wen hui and francis kept makin fun of my pronouciations!.. evil them..
o.. tt word, "ouch" reminds me of something.. and sockie, if u're readin, u should know wad i mean.. haha... *evil us*.. tt look.. eww.. kk.. enuff of tt..
den over there, we took loads of pics... and NAZMI!! haha.. he's lik a superstar.. wow... he wore really smart from top to bottom but he wore a pair of sandles which actually spoilt EVERYTHING.. den he put on a pair of black sunglasses den everyone goes wa.. nazmi so handsome.. and of cos with those "compliments".. he wore those thru out the bbq session.. vain him.. ha..
den i went off around 11 cos in order to go out today and tomor, i had to be good.. hee.. i reached home bout 11 30 something.. den everyone was already in bed.. so after havin some sweet talks with him, i went off to bed too.. hmm..
argh.. woke up in pain durin the nite.. around 3 plus am.. ouch.. my teeth were lik all droppin.. isit tt everyone with braces goes thru the same torture as me??.. den finally slept again in some awkward position.. ha... i wonder when will the pain goes away.. and i need him to kiss my pain away... but where is he??... the way he uses his hands and rub my pain away was wad i needed now the most... haiz...

i miss him.. i was nice to have his voice before going to bed.. hee.. it makes me feel cosy in bed and kept me warm thru out the nite.. love ya soo much, need ya sooo much, mis ya soooo much..

Saturday, August 07, 2004

10:23 PM

k k..well..its been two days.. ha.. so today i'm gonna have a long long looonnnggg posting.. ha!!.. lets tok bout wad stuff hapened on thursday.. it was the most tiring day ever... well first thing first, our PE lesson is finally out of the sch hall.. its in the field.. wad can be worst den tt.. but it was totally different this time round.. we were supposed to play a game similar to baseball kind...and we had a hellota fun.. and my team kept winning.. ha... zeyi wad the first to go.. the fielders were all spread out far away, and so syl came up with an idea of bettin it as near as possible.. den zeyi just hit it lightly and he run.. and at one go, he win a homerun for us.. ha... cool rite???.. den durin one of the game, when it was syl's turn, he actually hit the ball till it when over the fence and into the netball court.. hahha... cool huh... and i accidentally throw the bat and it hit adam.. *oPPs* sorry joe.. den the day went on with all the monotonous lessons.. den finally, the sch bell rang.. and its when the tiring thingy begin.. we had to rush to bedok interchange to buy the red t shirts for the class.. and when we were bout to reach, tt wesley simply refuses to hold on to something for support and keep losin his balance.. and sockie couldn't take it and said, "u look lik an idiot on bus".. my god! tt was mean.. hee.. but something he really piss everyone off...! den we rush back to sch for dnt extra class.. to complete our project.. finally mr choo was able to fish our his "precious" time to at least guide me along with something till the end.. haha.. we had some little conversation too.. he said tt we shouldn't feel sad just becos we had fall out of love.. he adviced me sayin "he's not the only fish in the sea".. yeah.. i guessed so too.. but i just cant do it.. i miss him... *haiz*.. and i was cheeky enuff to ask if mr choo had ever done anything unfaithful to his wife.. haha.. how mean am i??.. haa... but he said no.. ha.. he said tt his children are the ones who make him feel tt he should behave.. therefore he had always been a loyal and faithful husband... well.. sometimes i just simply love mr choo.. he may appear to be a blur, silly and easy easy steady steady teacher, or even an ass hole at times.. but he is still da best.. ha... k k.. shall continue later... tata...

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

6:01 PM

today... BAD BAD BAD.. totally sucks.. i'm practically coverin myself in a "happy coat".. the fact is deep down inside i'm sooo sooo damn damn sad sad sad... i've made up my mind... i said "no".. i dun wan to.. but i have to.. i dun even know wad i'm talkin 'bout... dun talk bout sad stuff.. its enuff for today... *sobbin*
well, lik normal, i woke up.. went to school lik usual.. and tt socky jus simply scare us to death everyday.. by being late...*adding an "almost" in front*.. haha.. and this is not the first time.. haha.. and the reason for being almost late tt time was becos.. she was listening to her discman until she forgotten the time for sch... how lame can tat be??? haha... really the lamest ger among all of us la.. hahaha...
chemistry was dumb today.. haha.. we are all lik clumsy freaks.. our souls were totally elsewhere rather den in the lab.. hee.. lamest ger--> sockie, broke a delivery tube.. how gong.. hahaha.. and me.. being the dumbest ever, pour the hydrochloric acid on the QA paper.. hahaha... i didnt know wad i was thinkin at tat time.. dreamin of him?.. haiz... but so wad.. its useless now... *sob sob*..
and den it was a math... the damn poa students are all enjoyin themselves with free periods.. and us? strugglin lik ass.. wtf.. they must be havin hellota fun bitching bout ppl.. haha.. den went for recess.. doing tt damn ass duty.. controllin ppl not to cut queue.. but those bloody fuckers jus simply ignore a shorty lik me... wadevr... shit them.. losers...
den tat ass XL weisheng turned and by accident elbowed me.. and causin me to slap on his XL face.. it wasn't on purpose.. *oppS* he unlucky lor.. so embarassin for a guy to be slapped by a ger... hahha.. shame on him.. wadevr.. i just cant get this daily stuff done.. his images kept distruptin me.. invadin into my mind.. controllin my thinkings.. obstructing my tots... SO SAD!!
and poor little yi long lost his phone.. together with zeyi's one.. so saddening.. he almost cried.. that fuckin thief is so damn sicko totally a pervert freak!!.. yi long is so innocent... his phone is so damn bloody ex, to me at least.. and tat dumb dumb zeyi can actually foret tt person look.. my godd.. *goldfish memory*.. so dang!!.. lucky him to get back his phone.. and words to yilong, dun be sad, u will definitely get it back.. and once found, i'm sure ur dears lik wh, francs, syl, cedric and evryone will not let tt bastard off!! ok.. cheer up man...

miss him.. but i'm the one who choose this path.. so i'm sure i can get out of this shadow.. soon...

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

11:02 PM

its twelve o two now... so late le... so sleepy.. gonna get this done and go sleepyyy... just played the stupid minesweeper thingy.. so bad!! that syl kept winnin.. initially could not really get to play.. the thing was lik kept unavailable... so we try and try.. ha... very bored u see... so finally settled with the bejeweled thingy.. ha! he so louuuusssyy... its been months since i played and he actually lost to me!!! hahaha... pro me... but! the mines thingy, argh... he won twice.. and the last one i won.. yeah... hahaha *cheers* hahaha.. but guess wad?.. he say is becos he kena scoldin by mum tts y LET me win~!! yeah~... wadever .. hahha..
one stupid thing was.. tt heng yi sheng... totally nothing to do... send me this file thingy.. containing a song which he kept confidential bout the title.. and i listen to it.. it was "all day long i dream bout sex" by JC... and its making him feel horny... tts y he cant get to bed.. hahaha... my god... kk... end here.. muuuacckkzz.. love u all... nitey nite nite to all... sleep tite...

7:39 PM

today is bored... can't tat mr choo for once be there and complete my stuff b4 going to someone else???? *pissed*
happy ppl should lead happy life.. i'm tokin to u zhen, juz ignore some ignorant ppl.. think they are the ones who simply cant let go.. my god.. devil or should i say demons under the angel skin... its so fuckin irritating..
waste my time sayin bout 'em...
and i love u kesh baby.. muuuaacckkzz...

MICH

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