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Sunday, April 24, 2005
7:42 PM =went to the cemetery today... i kinda lik it... its always trilling.. although u wont actually see one rite in ur face.. but its jus the atmosphere... woke up at 5 in the morning.. for ur extra information, i slept at 4.. ooohh... cos we watched the chinese ghostly hong kong show on channel 61 last nite.. total crap... but eerie kinda feelin.. as every year basis, it was still dark when we arrived at the cemetery... cool rite??!!... got the torch lights.. and get off the vehicle... ok. frankly speakin.. its kinda spooky.. so i would never walk in front!.. neither the last one.. cos the road was narrow.. so got to walk in a row.. "as in not so systematically, duh~"... den as usual.. got to many "units".. my grandfather's first... den my cousin's grandparents and so on and on..... went for breakfast.. hungry.. was almost fainting.. den went back to my cousin's place.. bath, rest, nap time for everyone... hmm... cant get to sleep.. so stuck to the pc to get my blog done... chat up with zhen baby... she misses me!! lik duh~ me too!! lik its been so long since i last saw her.. haha... den went for lunch at eastpoint with my aunt, my sis, my uncle.. the rest were lik kooninn... went for food at kiliney kopitiam.. nice food they've got.. and went we stepped in, there was a lady breast feedin her child.. personally, i'm not lookin at tat with a jaundice eye, but i totally feel tts not a good place to breast feed.. HELLO... breast feedin in public is definitely accepted to me.. but look, there's so many AH PEHS there... erm.... well.. i dunno.. mayb its fine with her.. nvm bout tt... i'm in total confusions lately... argh.. jus wanna skip this period of life.. or jus pass by quickly... pls.... haiz... sick sick sick.... hate this life.... feel lik FUCK!! jus need directions.. lead me if u can... but i noe u wont, even if u could... Saturday, April 23, 2005
6:20 PM eewww!!!!... jus saw the "ru hua" friendster... haha... suck jokin thingy... okok.. back to life.. this stupid, crappy, idiotic life... this feelin sux... i need someone or something to get me over with this lowest period of time... but no one can.. not anymore... why must life have its ups and downs in all aspects??!! family... friends... studies... work... and of LOVE.... why cant it always be ups...?? who the phuckin hell says the downs can bring us closer??!!! NO NO NO!!! tats utterly W R O N G!!!! wrong wrong wrong... its more likely the reverse of it!!!!!!!!!!!! it SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS... can anyone stands in my position and understands my freakin feelings??... no!!! i dunno wads wrong with me... i need to sort out all my thinkings accordinly before explainin to u... but.. i jus dun wanna get STUCK in no where... really... i'm stuck...!!!!! u noe???... the kind of feelin jus makes u feel lik NOBODY!!!... i dun feel u... i'm lost.. i'm stuck.. i feel lik shit!!... lik an asshole!!!.. lik FUCK!!!... hate my blog!!!!... really need someone to explain WAD IS THE DAMN PHUCKIN MEANING OF LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!! shouldn't it be sweet, make-u-smile, loving... but why is this thing so pain!!!!.. its like piercin into my heart all the time i think of u.. but i jus cant stop thinkin of u!!!!!!!!!!! its not a thing tat is able to controll....!!!!!!!!!!!!! you jus DUN UNDERSTAND!! Wednesday, April 20, 2005
3:50 PM got a job.. a stupid job... telemaketeer.. omg... how dumb..... call those idiotic people.. but the pay not bad.. got to go later... siann!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! den call for lik 3 hours... den got interval in between hours... lik 5 MINUTES~! wth.. might as well dun give.. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! workin seriously sucks!!.... but need money... went for supper last nite at 85 after work..... den eat alot of nice food.. haha... den talk talk drink drink.. wa.. eug became really red lo.. but not drunk la.. even the uncle there say he's very red... den sab's lik sippin wine.. slow and easy... haha... den reached home at bout 2 plus... they pay for the cab fee.. lol... okok... nth to blog le... see ya!!... bloggin real soon... Sunday, April 17, 2005
9:51 PM ATTENTION!!! change le... chalet is at safra tanah merah country club... k??.. its 2nd, 3rd, 4th of may... den bbq nite is on 2nd... come come come!!... hahaha... went sentosa on wed... cool... very pain.. hahaha.... den keep going into the water.. haha... took pics.. haha.. we're so HOT!! den went around.. saw a billabong top!!!.. super nice!!!!!! hmm... wanna buy... den went for the stuid filmin thingy on fri and sat... quite funny la... really amend the script.. hahhaa... kk.. Tuesday, April 12, 2005
5:48 PM yesterday went for my urine test.. eeewww!!!! DisgustinG!!! saw some urinations on the tables are lik ORANGE... toooo yellowish.. tt explains.. lol... I'VE GOT NORMAL READINGS OK!!!! must tell tt ass nurse at sata!!... hahaha.. den went tp to hand in the thingy... hmm.. so troublesome.. saw goose, den at tp saw angela and yong chee.. hmm... den went home.. den met up with sabbie in the evening to starbucks... brought my sista along.. we are lik the loudest and noisy ppl down there while the rest were lik seriously in business.. hahaha.. den went for food after tt... den met up with eug and lenn.. den went my house for majong... we had a kind lik JAP style... cos we laid the table on the ground.. with a support on the other side... hahhaa.. creative rite!!!!!???? cool!!!!... but there was lik not much attention paid to the first few rounds.. cos everyone's lik so into the desperate housewives.. hahaha.. den eventually it became quite ok.. hahaha.. went swimming today.. now at benson's crip.. hahha.. with sab, my sis, benson and eug.. den they are all lik so into benson's new percussion set!!.. its lik so rawk!!.. hahhaa... den sabbie's lik usual stuck to the keyboard... den eug's with the guitar... hahha.. cool yeah.. singin songs lik the reason, den those usual jay's songs.. and avril!!!.. hahaha... nice nice... so surrounded by MUSIC!!!... hahaha... kk.. off to sing sing sing...~~~ muackz!! Sunday, April 10, 2005
5:41 PM so pissed with the AUNTIES at the sata... ok... the story goes lik this... my mum took my ic and stuff to photocopy.. (i lost my ez link card long ago).. on thurs, me and eug went for the checkups at the eastern specialist thingy... and i've got NO identifications with me except for one pathetic birthcert.. haha.. okok.. den the lady was lik ok.. birthcert will do... BUT.. there was lik a damn long queue in front of us.. so eug was lik, "lets go take back our stuff and go sata (chai chee) instead"... den so its ok.. rather den waitin there lik how damn long??... so we asked back our forms and headed for chai chee.. so we arrived there... totally NO ONE!! yeahhh!!.. so so happy... i mean.. we need not wait very long.. so eug register first.. i was next... when its my turn, i told the lady i left my ic at home and ez link?? lost!.. den her idiotic face was lik "den wad for u come for this thing"... and she asked.. "are u a singaporean??".. i was lik DUH~~!!!... ok.. nvm... den she phoned someone.. den they say CANT!!!.. i cant register with jus my birthcert... WTF!!... (den why i could when i was at the eastern thingy??!!) even she got my particulars in her computer, she just refused to help me!!... worst thing was i couldn't come another day.. cos i mus get this thing done by monday... so i rang up my mummy and told her.. and in the end, she got her boss to send the ic to me... yeah.. her boss!.. after i've gotten my ic i was lik "NAH AUNTY! MY IC!!"... haha.. another aunty was the nurse in the general consultation room!.. i got in.. den the very first thing out of the mouth was.. "no urine tested??!!" den i told her cos i'm havin my menses so the nurse outside say come on monday to test.. den she was lik "eh ger, ur school nv ask u to come earlier ar?".. den i replied.. "no, just stated there to mail in the report by monday".. den she was lik "den why didnt u come earlier? if ur menses comes again tml, u will sure get positive readings and u've got to re-take the whole thing and pay for the re-test u know...??" ok.. look aunty, i got my menses lik on sunday?? and i received the enrolment thingy on sat night.. so IF i were to come earlier.. do u think i'll be able to have my urine tested??!!.. USE UR FUCKIN BRAIN la!!.. wads with tt face of yours??? why stressed on the words "pay the whole thing".... argh!!.. pissed! ok its over... jus wanna vent out in here.. hahaha... hmm... well.. went escape ysterday... sooo packed.. but persuaded sab to try the wet n wild!!.. and she did it!! (p/s: she's afraid of heights) she even said it was fun!!.. hahhaa.. ys soo soo cool while workin.. hahhaa.. joanne was lik "busy"... and shu xian's so cool with the little kids.. hahha... fran was lik.. hahaha.. funny la.. haha.. IMPORTANT MESSAGE den we finally decided the date for the chalet... so everyone... keep 3rd and 4th of may free.. ok... and one thing... MUST MUST come ok.. its a "final gatherin" before most of us get busy with schools... although its kinda small... but do turn up... (costa sand pasir ris)... its been so long since i met my two babes... miss them so much!!!... one busy with sch and one busy with work... argh... i kinda feel tt i'm really rottin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!................ i really need money now... hahah.... i declare bankrupt... haha... gonna update real soon!!.. muackz! Sunday, April 03, 2005
8:14 PM .... the cake was YUM YUM YUMMY!!!!!!.... hahaha.. okay.. i'll b going escape tomor... juz cross my fingers and pray tat we get the job.... well we, i mean me, are jus desperate ok..... hmm... went for movie with baby jus now.. ok.. it was lame... eye ten... totally lik wad i've heard... stupid... went for dim sum breakfast-cum-lunch today... at east coast... the tung lok restaurant.. we ordered the buffet.. so nice. jus loves 'em... hahhaa... den went to walk around after tt... den later havin steamboat.... hahhaa.. got to go eat first... er.. zillions of apologise if i did not blog.. hahha.. but continue to tag yeah... muackz...!! Saturday, April 02, 2005
7:14 PM hmm... went back to sch yesterday.... everyone changed so much.. most of them i mean... same old people kana sabo... haha.. haiz... den finally met up with DEBORAH SIM.. hahha... dianne's perm is so sexy.. oh ya and her voice too... hahaha... den went LJS for dinner... catch up with goose they all.. and asked shu xian regardin her pay.. cos we went to www for job.. den the people there say they lacked of partimers.. but the idiot AH NEH security asshole jus wont give us the application form... wads with him!!.. jus feel lik CUTTIN his nose.. @#@!*(&%#^^!!!! argh..! so next stop perhaps is escape... hahaha... o ya.. went for pool after dinner... den now i finally realised the prob does not lie on me... ITS SABBIE!!... lolx... she's the slow one.. one hour play two pathetic game nia.. cos yesterday played with sockie.. haha... twenty minutes two full games.. hahhaa... den yesterday i was on the winning side... haiz.. but got curfew last nite!.. damn it... going for dinner.. my aunt's bdae.. hahhaa.. went to buy cake with cal jus now.. i bought a choc tiramisu cake for her.. hahhaa.. nice yeah.. droolin yeah.. lolx.. bye.. i going to eat it now... lolx.... |
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