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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
1:50 AM i dunno why the sudden urge of wanting to escape.. escape from what? i do not even really know.. i feel so aimless in the life i'm having now.. be it family.. love.. friends.. i need some time alone.. to have a clear mind all over again.. to learn and try to be independent.. dun you ever feel that i depend on you too much? seriously.. mich cant survive alone.. can never be a loner.. happy sad or wadever moments.. she just has to be with someone.. or she'll just cope herself at home.. in her room.. you can thats how dependent i really am.. so much so till i kept creating troubles and problems for that someone.. which totally sucks i guess.. 24/7 with that someone whenever he's out.. feeling empty whenever he's not around.. kinda hate to hang around with others without him.. but kinda enjoy also without him.. but not as much.. it cant goes on like this.. i know i miss life in the past.. nostalgic.. the way we do wad we want.. no constrictions.. no obstructions.. no commitments to anyone or anything.. events goes smoothly as planned.. i guess its just the way it has to be.. stepping into another phrase of life.. WAD?! NO?! but no choice.. unless one gives up.. but none wants to.. tell me ok? if there is ever a day.. just a time.. whereby.. you are sick or tired of my nonsenses.. my sudden tears.. my sudden emotions.. my sudden temper.. my unreasonable.. my not understanding.. or even.. me.. Michelle... i find myself losing grip.. till the fact that.. if you were to just let go by any chance.. i will just slipped.. please dont.. as its not that i wanted it this way.. but i'm just LOST.. what i can do or what i did is just tear to bed every other nite.. you said it was me thinking too much.. over reading every single detail.. but why lately? but never in the past.. i'm not blaming you.. neither do i wan you to blame yourself.. you have given me more than enough.. i guess human nature just can never be satisfied.. i miss you.. baby... you will always be the special one that i need in my life.. and i mean it when i say i need you.. you have become a great part of my life.. my family.. and even among my friends.. i love you baby.. i'm sorry for being such a child.. you have been and will continue to be my baby.. a boyfriend.. a friend.. a confident.. an advisor.. a teacher.. a companion.. and even a partner.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ sorry people.. emotions coming over everything else.. its just something i wanna talk to myself... Wednesday, July 16, 2008
5:22 PM Finally a decent date for baby and me! it was like weeks ago.. but i enjoyed it.. we went movies.. we went great lunch.. great shopping.. fantastic dinner! I LOVE YOU BABY!! had been going thru kinda rough road lately.. endure it.. understand it.. and just hope for the better!     i'll just wait patiently for every book out.. and you know i'll be waiting baby..------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ IT WAS AH HAI's 20th BDAY!! look at the montblanc ah hai theif.. hahahhahaahaa celebration for us is always easy.. hahahhaa   sabbie!!!   meet cynthia people.. she's a darling.. and quite blur sometimes.. heehee..   AH HAISSSSSSssss...!!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- oh and it was the day of the recording! baby got second.. hahhaha we are SHORT! hahahhaa but still it was good money and good experience! we all had fun cheering! hahahhahaha and the aunties were fierce! hahhahha M2! M2! M2! M2! SEBAS!! SEBAS!! SEBAS!! hahahhahahaha
there are more pictures with joan! i'm still waiting to get it from her! thanks everyone for the great support!!! =)) Friday, July 04, 2008
3:34 AM I'M A ULTRA SLACKER!! (for now) and here's something usefully done.. heehee.. as quite abit noe i'm moving! so i've been doing loads of packing lately.. see cupboard boxes ALL OVER THE PLACE!! practically EVERYWHERE uhhh-huh... pack pack packed! den came all these LOADS of accessories.. necklaces.. earrings.. rings.. (all using, unused and NEVER been used) and being a dirt free nothing to do all day pretty.. HAHA! i sat there all day and created some stuff! 
LALALALALALALALA will update soon! LOOK AT THE TIME NOW! *yawn* i'm seeing baby later!! cant wait! |
MICH
28august88 graduating in less than A month! right now, working life is a nightmare for her! she's moving into her "2" headed age! probably the most luckiest girl on earth.. with love from family, baby and frens.. pubbing clubbing partey fun sun moon dates movies sings chills everything! ohh well... a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. PLUGBOARD
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